Saturday, September 11, 2010
Nahht Fer Fighya Fightahs by Rebecca Vertun
Can we tahlk about yer haihh for a moment? Just one second I wanna tahlk about it. No dohne fix it like yer doin’ that’s not why eye wanna talk to ya. I’m serious it was somethin’ that happened almost immediately (sweets). It’s like, you walked infronatha fuckin’ cross wahlk on Beekon Street infroname an’ hit the top ah myhe caah an' all I could think when I saw you was oh fuck……I’m fucked. We’ya both fucked. You know it was that way too dohne go tryin’ tah say somethin’ different. Remembah when I took you to the hospital, an' all you could do was hold myhe hand in and outta consciousness. Someone asked me if you were my wife an' all I could think tah say was well…not yet. But someday. ‘Cause we’re both fucked darlin’ an' it’s always been that way fer us together. You an’ me. On Beekon Street. You …..an’ me. Or at least…it was that way beforah Chahhlie came into the picha. That fuckin’ jack-off. I knew it was bad when he asked me one night fer ya numbah, and I said, “Fuck off chahles. Nahht fer you.” An’ look I know shit happened with you an’ me. Shit went on an’ that was a long-ass time ago. But now I’ve got all that shit taken care of an’ werked out, ya know. An’ yer hairs no different than it usedtah be. ‘sept maybe you dohne comb it like ya used to…or at all really. Do you comb it? Fuck, I dohne give a shit. Evah since the fiyah, I’ve been thinkin’ about all the shit, ya know? Like, all that fuckin’ shit that brought you an’ me apart and got Chahhlie in the picha in the first place. An’ I know, we’hre pahtnahs and whatevah, but I’m nahht talkin’ about pahtnahs, I’m talkin’ about you an’ me. An’ that fucked up hairstyle you got goin’ on nowadays. Hey, it was jus’ a moment. I asked if we could talk about it for a moment, aright? Look, will you just stay with me? Jus’ stay in this cahh with me and fuck it. Fuck Chahhlie an' the pahtnah thing. Fuck the whole academy an' Laddah sixteen in Cambridge. You an’ me, (sweets). I’d give it all to hell to have it be you an’ me again.